SERENA

一個腫瘤

把我帶回家 .....

3月初就要回家了,要回自己的家了 好好養病 ... 好好調養身體 ...

有些捨不得台灣... 不過也該回家了, 健康快回來喔！

lately i've found that my left side's face and throat has been more and more swollen for a few month already,
at 1st i thought it was just some reaction from allergys or sumthing, but then when its more and more obvious that its scarying me
so i went to the hospital and got x-ray and few tests and turns out theres a tumour in the back of my neck . so they've run some tests
at 1st, they thought it was cancer that cause my body to have this tumour reaction, but now that they can't find anything related to cancer, they decided to run a test and see if the tumour is benign or malignant tumour. and thank god its just a benign tumour,so i need 2 schechel date for surgery and remove the tumour. and my parents wants me to do the surgery bk in canada so they can take care of me while i'm in rehab . but since the doctor had given me Antibacterial and Antibiotics and taking those pills for the last 2 weeks 90% of the swollen has gone. and i'm going bk to canada around early march to contact and schechel for the surgery。

感謝所有朋友的照顧,

感謝多利安的學長學姐！祝：事業順利, 名利雙收.大紅大紫

感謝 AMANDA姐姐,ELSA姐姐,YUKI姐姐,還有IVY姐姐 etc. 和多利安所有照顧我的經紀人

感謝老大的照顧和對我的信心,感謝eleven哥哥和所有的導演還有廠商

感謝DERRICK TAO哥哥 感謝DERIC L哥哥,土豆哥哥 還有小白哥哥，jacky老師

感謝棠容姐姐 小文姐姐 JJ姐姐 還有 DALIA姐姐

還要感謝很多照顧過我的哥哥姐姐們,你們讓serena感覺到溫暖。

感謝一路教過我的老師和學長學姐們。

serena帶著感恩的心,真心的感謝你們

謝謝大家！我要回家了,可能是3個月可能是半年.我會好好養身體的

不管以後是把大學讀完,還是回來繼續發展.我都會回來看你們的。

Barbie is a homeless puppy, when they 1st found her, she was around 6month old. the vet said she might come from a puppy mill, and since she
start to grown larger and larger, the breeder couldn't find her a buyer, and due to the sickness the breeder probably send her loose.
the veterinarians told me that barbie is in terrible condition, she is suffering from Fur matted, bald patches everywhere, infested with fleas, dull,
listless eyes, an overpowering odor of malnutrition and neglect, and bleeding paws.

The first thing they did upon her arrival was give her a thorough exam, to see what was going on with her. Not surprisingly, they found out that
she had a whole host of medical issues, malnutrition,dental disease, flea infestation, ear mites, and infection among just a few of them. they then
started several IVs of antibiotics and to treat her kennel cough. That was another thing. runny nose, coughing, wheezes and rattles in her lungs
as she breathed. Possible pneumonia.

she was really sick.

since the 1st time I layed my eyes on her, i was in love with her. and i decided to adopt her.
due to the medical care, surgerys, and special nutrition food and vitamins. its a lot of money. so i cut off lots of spences and spent all my savings
on her. it took us 3month to cure all her sickness, but the vitamins and nutrition pills must be fed for a life time.

because her Fur matted, i had to shave all her hair , and found her lovely big ears, which was matted with the fur on her bk, she still couldn't
make any sounds, the veterinarian said her throat probably got cut when she was in puppy mill, so she couldn't bark .
and now shes around 9month old and living with me and my other dog teddybear. shes smart and lovely.

theres still a lot of homeless dogs and cat needs a home to stay in. please help them if you can, save a life today and make the world a better

place.

流浪狗狗貓貓領養中心：

流浪動物花園：http://www.doghome.org.tw/phpbb2/i_love_animals.php?code=photostickers&tmpl=7

台灣認養地圖：http://www.meetpets.org.tw

最近不知道是怎麼了先是阿姨叔叔生病住院,再來是TEDDY熊寶寶隱睾癥做了手術,之後penny又有雙側疝氣也做了手術...

現在又發現我脊椎的345段都有凹陷錯位,和兩邊的胯骨大小+形狀不一樣,要進行長期的整骨來做調整改善.

還有右側的頸部發現了一顆50元硬幣大小的硬塊。要做驗血和切片的化驗....

好煩喔！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

等待化驗報告的期間,現階段要好好做的就是乖乖的吃藥和等待 但願不是什麽嚴重的病

我親愛的身體~一定要快快好起來喔！

我們家收留了流浪狗小夏~給她取名BARBIE~！

醫生說她的年齡應該是1歲-2歲左右~是被丟棄的狗狗.

因為聲帶被人割掉了,所以不能夠發出叫聲~可憐的芭比

芭比身體狀況很差,有很多的跳蚤和蟲子在體內外,目前正在治療中~

     我回來了喔！！！~香港還是和以前一樣的熱..~~o(>_<)o ~~

     很多好玩的好吃的... 不過離開了那麼久..好想我的球球和滴滴喔！

球球一定很想念我...睡得好香喔！

    【VICTORIA'S SECRET】

Pretty little things
Let's call it a Pink day.  I woke up in the morning and felt like wearing something in pink or seeing pinky stuffs.

It happens every once in a while. And I just don't know why...

粉色的一天,每過一段時間我都會偶爾特別想念粉紅色.不論是服裝還是食物.我都會讓自己享受粉紅色的一天。

      又有包裹到了！早上去拿了包裹~ 又是我最愛的victoria's secret.

            victoria's secret 是一個平價的牌子,它并不算是名牌.

 不論是內衣、T-SHIRT、鞋、衣服、它的價錢都在於$20-$40美金左右

我愛它的設計,我愛它的顏色,我愛它的models,我更愛它的FASHION SHOW.

Who doesn't love Victoria's Secret?! psshh... i bet 99% of girls are in love with victoria's secret.

i know i am. and i can never get enough of the bras, panties..etc.  and even the pink line!!!

i love how they have those seasonal team outfits like the dodgers and angels.. too cute.
Victoria’s Secret has gone above and beyond mere branding: primetime fashion shows, affordable lingerie that has everyone from teens to grandmothers picking through the racks, jet-setting angels, pink yoga pants, the only set of familiar faces in which “catalog” is synonymous with “supermodels.”

Victoria’s Secret, Bombshell by definition means:

“Strong and beautiful, with sex appeal to spare. A bombshell is bold and confident. Powerful, positive, and playfully unpredictable. A bombshell lights up the room with a wink and a smile. Glamour, mischief, drama—she loves it all. Because being a bombshell is about more than just a look, it’s an attitude—a sexy energy that comes from the inside.”

不做大熊貓.丟掉家裡的煙燻妝,不再受百貨公司的專櫃小姐洗腦,拿出自信.用小小的化妝品就能打造出更加亮麗自然的妝容.

Sweet lil tooth
My Dear sweet tooth,
You make My life complete
As I taste all these goodies
So yummy to eat

       也祝大家有一個歡樂好玩的週末喔！

和阿姨,表嫂&大表哥+大表哥的兒子（有日本血統+越南血統的小皮蛋）很可愛~,2表哥,表姐叔叔全家一起去玩~

我們是阿凡達~哈哈！可愛~

收到很多美國的包裹~

我的最愛之一！！！VICTORIA'S SECRET

球球洗澎彭~

香香的~

                                    網拍處女作~包包的網拍~ Satana品牌

今天是端午節！
阿姨家裡人很多
很熱鬧..但是我感覺到很孤單..
外面下了小雨...
突然好想家,好想爸爸媽媽.好想我的寵物們
好想加拿大的天氣,氣溫,味道
溫哥華的微風(微微的風)
想加拿大草地的味道
想加拿大的一切
想爸爸煮的東西
想加拿大的pizza
想加拿大的朋友
想所有的所有

有點發燒
和阿姨說不舒服
回到自己樓上的空間
很安靜
有球球和弟弟
他們也一定很想自己的爸爸媽媽
我和他們一起吃了昨晚和阿姨們包的粽子...

身體不舒服
發燒...
一個人真的好難受
尤其是節假日
我想很多離開家裡的人都會這樣感覺吧

這時候要是有男友一定會比較欣慰
有肩膀可以依偎
不過這種感情不是愛情吧
所以寧缺毋濫
要最真實實實在在的愛情
不可以輕易談戀愛

I Love MY Life,
Every moment.
Every sorrow & joy,
Every disappointment & smile.
It's all so fragile.


Relationships are delicate. Both people have to be on the same page.

Both people have to be at the same point in their lives, wanting the same things.

Cant have any doubts or reservations.

Do something too early, and you can taint it. Jump in too quick, you can screw things up.

Wait too long, it may be too late. There are so many other variables besides who the person is..

you have to consider who they are now, who they will be in the future,

if you have the potential as a couple to grow together..are you on the same page and will you continue to be‘

do you both share the same view of the world? Do you both view the same idea of how life should be lived?


It’s a shame, I am a walking contradiction…I want to be loved, I want someone to love and appreciate me, but how
can you love a creature as fleeting as I am..I move, my character changes, I view the world differently each day..I
want love, a relationship, comfort and yet I want to carry that comfort with me from place to place everywhere I go
and it is not possible and I need to realize that, you can only choose one situation at a time. If I choose to
settle with comfort of love before I am ready to, I will undoubtedly end up miserable later in my life, yearning for
something more. If I choose to explore before I settle, I will feel accomplished and satisfied that I lived my life
to the fullest and now it is time to make a family of my own, to raise other people, children to grow up and enjoy
their lives as well. But only when I am finally ready to.

SO I STAY OUT OF LOVE. till i'm fully read for it.

 ... FALL IN LOVE WITH MYSELF FOR NOW ....

                 我現在是工作狂！

                 熱愛自己的職業

                      愛自己

      拼命努力,不管結果如何.至少不留下遺憾

當然爸爸說過要做就做到最好,不然就不要做.所以過程固然艱辛,但是走到最後,好的結果才是最大的欣慰！

美美的妝去試鏡~ 妝好看真的差很多...好的妝真的加很多分！

close up

晚上試鏡完出油了~哈哈哈

餓了一天開車去吃麻辣鍋~

好辣好辣好辣！！！！辣到我流眼淚！

真的有辣到

驗收工作都結束了~暫時沒有什麽工作
終於可以打botox肉毒桿菌了！！！！
很激動很開心！！很期待

打肉毒之前

打肉毒之後...1天后

（請忽略我的精靈耳朵）

真的真的真的！！！！有變V子臉！！！！有變尖尖的！！！！真的有瘦哦！！！！

院長說可以維持4-6個月左右~ 等他消失后就又要回診所打了....

打針好痛哦！！！！

原來化妝並不是越濃越美的~
而是越淡的妝才會越好看！

越自然！~

                          球球3各月了！~DIDI已經9各月了！

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                          最近在家練pose~很爛~！隨便po一張好了

小的時候我們什麽都不懂,什麽都不怕.我們被呵護~我們天天開心,超級的幸福

                      沒有煩惱,沒有心事.我們好享受我們的人生~

我們可以沒有極限的吃我們想吃的東西！~

玩我們想玩得玩具熊！~

我們可以做我們自己,不管別人的眼光和想法~只要我們開心，做什麽都可以~

因為我們是小孩~所以我們為所欲為,無憂無慮的幸福著 ~

然後我們成長,父母不在是我們的唯一！

我們有了朋友,

有了自己的想法,

自己追逐的目標.

我們變得不在依賴爸爸媽媽,我們變得獨立,我們自己去闖蕩,去追逐自己的夢想.

家裡變成了唯一的避風港~只有受了委屈或者遇到了困難才會想到爸爸媽媽~

才會想家！~才會想到家裡的溫暖和關愛。

我現在好想家！

This entry I wrote to keep my memories and remember one of the happiest times in my life.

Today is the day I cried for love. The love from my dad brought tears to my eyes so I want to say.

To my only dad to love...

Please forgive me for all mistakes I have done in the past. I'm thankful for your love, your tender care,

and you are the one who made me who I am today.

I promise you I will do whatever it takes to make you the happiest father you deserve to be.

You always have a place of honor deep within my heart.

Dad, I love you right from the very start.
 （always your little girl）

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在台灣沒有爸爸媽媽的避風港,沒有我的朋友在身邊

但心依舊很溫暖.有公司,有經紀,有學長學姐的關愛！真的很幸運...

雖然這條路很難走.. 很艱辛...

但我不孤單.. WE WORK AS A TEAM...

謝謝大家的關愛！我很感動......我會加油的,我會帶著信心+自信..穩站穩打一步一步的走到終點,不放棄,不被打敗

我要做iron  man

今天沒有試鏡,也沒有上課.在家裡做保養工作

去曼都做了頭皮護理+頭髮護理~感覺很舒服呢！

                大腦在呼吸的感覺~

                瞬間覺得好精神喔！

            塗了美美的指甲~桃紅色~

今天下課和學長學姐們一起去吃東西了！（如果IVY姐有在看的這個的話,ummm..我們沒有吃很多哦！而且因為沒有吃午餐還有跳舞所以吃了一點點的東西）

晚餐后大家解散啦~我和表姐去玩抓娃娃了！超級愛瑪麗貓！不過粉紅豹和米琪也好可愛哦！！！！不過一隻都沒有抓到的說

           我今天素顏（有點丑）

   美美的DANY~意大利混血兒！超級甜美的

     ----------我是漂亮的分割線-----------

還有一個生物要和大家分享哦！

店主說他叫什麽什麽龍（忘記了）是2西岸動物的種類

他可以在水裡,也可以在陸地上,會長大哦！.... 好神奇哦！

今天起的好早哦！(=.=)" 最近有點不夠睡....
在IVY姐的教導下~之後的每週1-5都要11點進公司補習
爲了6月17號的驗收可以表現的好,IVY姐犧牲自己的時間要私下給我們補習（感動）

和平時一樣今天在表哥的監視和跟隨下去試鏡了~保養品廣告

碰到了公司的學長Charles... 那麼man的學長好像和保養品不太搭....

覺得自己肯定中不了,不抱太大的期望.盡力發揮就好【現在每次試鏡都保持著平常心,對得起自己,對的起公司就好】

試鏡后和表哥去吃了芒果冰！很好吃哦！強力推薦！而且芒果可以任意添加,老闆人也超級好呢.

試鏡妝很淡，因為是保養品的試鏡,所以我只有打底霜+畫眉毛就ok了！好吃！